change in direction

I haven’t been very regular about posting recently because I’ve been thinking about what I want to do with this. Having this blog be about my spiritual journey wasn’t the original plan. Now, I feel like it puts too much of me out there. Normally, I let my work speak for me. I’m a designer and textile artist ( and hairstylist extraordinaire) and originally wanted this blog to journal my work. I took the easy way out. Having found it to be difficult to post photos and other things dealing with my work, I bagged that idea. Yeah, technology scares me. I didn’t want to figure out how to make it work the way I wanted to. Just writing about what was going on in my head was easier. However, once it was out there, I felt vulnerable. I’ve never been comfortable with putting myself out there like that. I’ve been feeling the same way about podcasting, both the one that has been forever “in the works” with my husband and the one planned with a friend. While I am a good speaker and not afraid of the mic, when given a script, the thought of putting my thoughts and ideas out there for the world to hear scares me. I know so many talented people who, every week, put themselves out there and share themselves with complete strangers. That is so amazing to me. I wish I could do that, but I’ve realized that that’s just not me. So, we’ll see what happens. I’ll work on figuring out how to share my work and maybe some other things. I will probably also talk about the couch to 5k program that I’ve started and my quest for fitness. I hope that if I’m more comfortable with the subject matter, I’ll be a more frequent writer.